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[06 Oct 2006|12:55am] |
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life is really good.
i have alot of new guy best friends.
and i love it to death.
i dyed part of my hair purple.
im looking better than normal.
homecoming is on saturday.
homecoming game tomorrow night.
im excited for once.
no stress for lindsay.
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| i swear that you dont have to go. |
[13 Sep 2006|06:31pm] |
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life has been pretty good for the most part.
i dont like how i look lately.
im outdated.
i wanna die my hair purple again.
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[03 Sep 2006|12:20pm] |
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once again i put myself out there.
and no one is there to catch me.
im falling again.
im sick of this, i want out.
but i need to get answers before i can just move on.
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[09 Aug 2006|06:26pm] |
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me and andrea had a dance off.
of course i won.
but she was tough compition.
julia was a looooser.
but tomorrow im teaching her how to ghetto booty dance.
it should be interesting.
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| memories of you. |
[07 Aug 2006|08:31pm] |
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life is just falling apart right now.
and i dont know how to make myself feel better.
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| Story Of My Crunk Days. |
[05 Aug 2006|07:30pm] |
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The Night We All Got CRUNK!
Based on a true story.
Written by: Hannah Kettman and Julia Dorey
Once upon a time there were three girls. They were the best of friends. Their names were Hannah, Julia, and Lindsay. They decided to be really sweet and go on a date one day. They decided that they would go to the mall and Lindsay would buy them dinner and then they would accompany each other to a movie at the cinema. The movie they viewed was titled: John Tucker Must Die. At 12:30 PM Lindsay arrived at Julia’s home. They waited for Hannah who arrived shortly after, at approximately one o’clock. Once Hannah arrived they played a game of hardcore Mario. After they completed Mario they decided to get girly before their date. They put on makeup and did their hair and put on nail polish. Once that was done they went downstairs and got on the computer until Julia’s mom, Robin got home to take them to the mall. When Robin arrived home from the pool she got dressed and took them to the mall in the wicked sweet red convertible and it messed up their hair. They didn’t care. It was a sweet ride. At the mall they walked around before they ate, going into random stores and trying on hats. It was a very enjoyable time. When they got hungry they decided to go to the Chicken Connection for their evening nourishment. After their bodies were well nourished they began walking to the cinema to purchase their tickets. Shortly after they purchased their tickets their dear friend Mike Nelson snuck up and surprised them. They invited him to go to the cinema to view John Tucker Must Die with them. He politely accepted and went to purchase his ticket. Mike was supposed to be meeting two other girls at the mall. He didn’t like them however so when they showed up they invited themselves to the movie and gave them dirty looks. The group of friends and the two reject girls decided to walk around the mall until their movie. It was not long until the two reject girls started to get on the group of friends nerves. The two reject girls walked faster and faster until eventually they were approximately fifteen feet ahead of the others. So Mike, Hannah, Julia and Lindsay decided to ditch the rejects, because they were no fun and they slowed them down. Mike wandered into Spencer’s, a joke shop, and they stayed in the store until the rejects were out of their viewing range. When the rejects were gone, the fearsome foursome decided to continue their walk around the mall. The walked past a store in the mall called Pacific Sunware, where they saw the rejects viewing clothing. The fearsome foursome walked faster, in case the rejects saw them. They ducked into a store called KB toys. They had a very enjoyable time in that store. They even made their first purchase of the day, Flavored Tattoos! They decided that they really wanted to put on their sweet new tattoos that they had just purchased on their skin. They realized that they had to get the tattoos wet in order for them to stick, so instead of making Mike go into the men’s room alone, they all decided to go into the family restroom. Besides, they were all pretty much like family anyways. After applying the tattoos, which tasted horrible, they continued to walk around the mall until finally, it was time for the movie showing. The fearsome foursome went in the theatre early so they were able to get good seats. They were in the theatre for approximately twenty minutes, and then the rejects walked in with another random group of men. The rejects kept turning around and staring at the fearsome foursome. Julia got very annoyed at the rejects and gave them a smirk and a sarcastic wave and turned away. Finally the movie began. This movie was very entertaining and had many banana hammocks. The movie was finally over. They walked out of the theatre and one of the males that the rejects were with, walked up to Julia and said “You need to put those other two on a leash! They have been following us around all day!” After this, they were ready to go back to Julia’s house. Lindsay called Deb and she came and picked the fearsome foursome. Deb arrived and they all piled into the purple mini-van. The fearsome foursome needed some fuel for the crunk night ahead of them, so they stopped at CVS Pharmacy. They got candy and some Monster Energy Drinks. Before they left, they ran into more friends at CVS. They saw Shane Fox, Tyler Storie, and Nicholas DiPonio. They got back into Deb’s purple mini-van and went back to Julia’s home. When they arrived, Deb remembered to tell them “Remember, No Crunking!” The fearsome foursome didn’t bother going inside, there was crunking to be done! The girls decided that they did want to go inside because they needed pajamas to wear. After the girls were in their most comfortable clothing, they went outside and sat in the driveway. They loaded up on monster and candy and got Crunk! They had a jolly good time! They had races and they took pictures and they danced to music and they hugged and saw people taking a walk. And when Robin arrived back at home, she told the fearsome foursome that they were crazy and they needed to burn off their energy, so they went running down the road. Midnight arrived and Mike had to go home because that is the time that his mother wanted him to come back home. This was a sad time for the fearsome foursome because they had such a great time with their crunk buddy Mike. They hugged goodbye and dropped Mike off at home. The girls came back to Julia’s house after this. They were sitting in the driveway, when all of the sudden a jeep pulled up in front of the house and slowed down to a halt. Then a man spoke “Who are you?” he said “Is there a party we don’t know about that is going on?” During all of this Lindsay was talking to Zach, A.K.A. Pooty. She was very frightened by the men in the car, so she ran into the house screaming like a crazed maniac. Julia and Hannah ran in after their good friend, because secretly, they were terrified as well. They had to stay in after that because it was going on one o’clock and Robin told them that they had to. They listened to music and talked on the phoned, and before the girls knew it, four o’clock had rolled around. But the three girls were not tired! So, since it was four o’clock in the morning, they decided that they wanted to attempt to pull an all nighter. They tried and tried to not fall asleep. They were so tired, Hannah almost fell asleep while she was sitting on the toilet. Lindsay just couldn’t hold out much longer. She crashed at five thirty in the morning. But Hannah and Julia, still not tired, managed to stay up, all night long. To keep themselves occupied, they wrote a story about their exciting and crunk night. You just happen to be the luckiest person/people in the world, because you get to read it!
Epilogue
It is now seven forty in the morning on Saturday August 5, 2006. Hannah and Julia are still not tired and they managed to pull their very first all nighter! They were so excited! The decided, the heck with it! They will just stay up until it is time to hang out with their friends Josh, Steven and Nick. Lindsay will probably end up sleeping until at least noon, but Hannah and Julia will most likely wake her up with the noise.
And that is the story of The Night We All Got CRUNK!!
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| this love fell through. |
[25 Jul 2006|10:09pm] |
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this years love.
what love?
i dont have any love in my life.
i find someone.
and im kicked in the heart.
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| does being patient really pay off? |
[15 Jul 2006|10:24pm] |
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today was good.
i saw jodie. i love her.
i cant stop thinking about reed losee.
need to get out of LO.
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| his BO just smells like looove |
[13 Jul 2006|11:56pm] |
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hung out with julia today.
mike d, anthony, and noah.
love them.
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| you are my sweetest downfall |
[12 Jul 2006|09:10pm] |
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leaving LO.
getting away from this place.
im running away as fast as i can.
there is nothing for me here.
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[10 Jul 2006|09:15pm] |
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hung out with reed yesterday.
it was horrible.
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| this is to a guy, who got into my head |
[03 Jul 2006|11:39pm] |
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just a heads up, i praise all of you who read this, because everyone out there has a life, besides me.
why do i still like him? why am i sitting here thinking that he will realize suddenly that he wants to be with me. it wont happen lindsay. stop saying it to yourself, stop thinking about him. move on, it will be better. but when im sitting there alone on a lake watching fireworks, or just swinging in a hammock, i think of him. listening to slow songs makes this worse, but i cant seem to draw myself away from them. sometimes when im with friends i will just curl up in a ball and listen to music, pretending to be asleep, but i can really hear every word they are saying. i just lay there, thinking of him, wondering if he is thinking of me, doubt it. but it could happen. im so pathetic i will look at where he would walk home and just linger waiting for him to appear around that corner and smile at me and wave. just so i know he was thinking about me for that brief moment in time. looking in the yearbook and the unsentimental words he left me, makes me even more upset. "dont be a stranger." he said to me on the last day, gave me a big bear hug, and sent me on my way. why did things have to end up like this, why cant they just go in my direction, so i wont have to the be party pooper, the one who lays curled up, pretending to be asleep, just so i wont hear the words, "is everything alright", becuase my answer will sound like my friends worse nightmare, i live a good life, a nice family, a little weird, but whos isnt. i have a nice house, nice friends. but why does one boy bring me down from my highest moments.
why do i have to think of him all the time, and just wanting to be everything he wanted, but knowing i cant.
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| Jodie Smiles: a queef? is that how you spell it? |
[08 Jun 2006|08:20pm] |
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8th grade celebration tomorrow
nervous/excited
dont want middle school to end/but cant wait for summer
phil serzo told me i was like a tomboy
i guess he is right
hats off to phil serzo, cause for once, someone in our school is telling the truth
everyone is gonna look gorgeous tomorrow night, and i cant wait to see them
i hope i walk in and everyone is like "wow she looks so good tonight"
but thats only in my dreams
im gonna look like a fag in a bag
i will look so out of place, lindsay butterfield dressing up? this mut be a dream
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[01 Jun 2006|04:55pm] |
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why is that when things seem to go so bad, they go back to normal.
i guess its gods funny way of saying everything is going to be okay. this world is crazy, and highschool is only going to make it crazier. but i cant wait to get away from waldon. we have a love hate relationship. i love it and i dont wanna leave sometimes but other times i cant wait to get the hell out of there.
its a weird world, everything gets so different once you grow older, why is that? dont you wish you could get a drivers license but still be a little kid. haha i would love that. i look at my cousins and they are so little and they still have their whole childhood ahead of them, and i want mine back. i would have been more outgoing if i knew that it will go so quick.
i have made so many new friends lately. its really funnny, its either i have made new ones or reaquanted with old ones that i havent seen in a long time.
ally gilder makes my day, becasue we have alot of history, and this last weekend we made even more memories to share forever.
BFT= June 14th, 2006
ohhh helll yeah
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[30 May 2006|03:48pm] |
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i had a good time with ally. i love that girl dearly, and i dont want her to ever forget that. we watched brokeback mountain with breana. it was probably the best expierence i have had in years. watching them kiss and do each other, omg i cant even explain the laughter that came out of my mouth that night. but it was very sad at the end, his wife hired people to kill him becuase she found out he was gay. wow people these days.
i have found so many new friends. and im so happy about it. at first i was upset about me and jodie not being close anymore, but then i look around at all the people i have pushed out of our little world, and it sucks, cause i love all of them so much. and she has been a jerk lately, so i deserve so much better. she wasnt even there for me when matt broke up with me.
im gonna get ready for 8th grade celebration with my lovely breana deming. i cannot wait, i love that girl so freakin much. i dont know what i would do without her. and on the last day of school we are gonna walk up to a park and have a picnic with a bunch of people, its gonna be a blast!
school is almost over , and im so glad. if i dont get out soon im seriously gonna kill someone.
well sorry i wrote so much <3333
peace
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[25 May 2006|08:05pm] |
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i miss my lovely girls
ally and breana
i think im hanging out with them on sunday
we will take lots of pictures and stay up all night
i cant believe school is almost over
but im so excited for summer
but i dont really have the friend
i thought i would for summer
she totally ditched me for her boyfriend
but w/e im so over it
here is my schedule for highschool...commment if you have any classes with me...
1st term:
1- Algebra 1-New Teacher3
2- World Studies-HELBERG
3- Band 9- STEELE
4- Biology- New Teacher1
2nd term:
1- Biology- New Teacher1
2- World Studies-HELBERG
3-Campus Band- STEELE
4- Algebra 1- New Teacher3
3rd Term-
1-Careers&Tech-STONE
2-English Lang. 9-PINCHBACK
3-Campus Band- STEELE
4- Algebra 2- MANZO
4th Term-
1- English Lang 9- PINCHBACK
2-Careers&Tech-STONE
3-Campus Band-STEELE
4-Algebra 2- MANZO
tell me babes and boys
<3 peace
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| i was boredd..... |
[19 May 2006|04:33pm] |
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99 THINGS ABOUT ME
(001) Your gender: female
(002) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(003) Single?: yupp
(004) Want to be?: no i dont really like it
(005) Birthday?: april 2nd
(006) Age you wish you were: 18
(009) The color of your eyes: dark blue
(010) Piercings: 2
(012) Tattoos: none
DO YOU:
(013) Smoke: no
(015) Read the newspaper: nope
(017) Talk to strangers: strangers in my age group
(018) Take walks in the rain: yeah i love that
(019) Drive: no
(020) Like to drive fast?: yeahhhh
(021) Hurt yourself?: cant say i do
HAVE YOU EVER:
(022) Been out of the country: canada?
(023) Been in love: yeah
(024) Done drugs: no
(025) Gone skinny dipping: no but i guarentee it will be yes soon
(026) Had a surgery: nope
(027) Ran away from home: not seriously
(028) Played strip poker: no
(029) Gotten beat up: no
(031) Gone on stage: yeah
(032) Slept outdoors: yeah
(034) Pulled an all-nighter: of course, what girl hasnt
(036) Talked on the phone all night: yeah
(038) Slept all day: yeah
(039) Killed someone: no cant say i have
(040) Made out with a stranger: nopppe
(041) Had sex with a stranger?: no
(042) Kissed the same sex: nope
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex: nope
(044) Been betrayed: yeah
(045) Broken the law: yupp
(047) Been on radio/tv: yeah i've been on the news
(048) Been in a mosh-pit: no =[
(049) Had a nervous breakdown: yeah
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance: nope
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah
(052) Favorite shoe brand?: converse all stars
(053) Favorite music: indie/rock/acoustic/almost anything
(054) Wear hats: only in the winter
(055) Judged other people by their clothing: yeah i feel kind of bad
(057) Are you a trendsetter?: i doubt it
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
(058) Life on other planets: nope
(059) Miracles: yeah
(060) Astrology: actually i stopped believing
(061) Magic: no
(062) God: yeah
(063) Love: yeah
(064) Ghosts: no
(065) Rebirth: no
(066) Love at first sight: yeah
(067) Ying and Yang:i dont know
(068) Witches: no
(069) Easter bunny: haha no
MISCELLANEOUS
(070) Do you remember your first love: yeah we are like still best friends
(071) Do you consider love a mistake: no in love i dont think there is any mistakes, everything happens for a reason
(072) What do you find romantic: there is alot of romantic things out there
(073) Turn-on: sense of humor, smell, smile, hair, skateboarding
(074) Turn-off: mean,cocky,smells bad
(075) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no i dont i love funny personalities
(076) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yeah i have
(077) What is best about the opposite sex?: i find them easier to talk to than girls
(078) Whats the last present someone got you?: something at my birthday party
(079) Do you like someone?: yeah
LAST PERSON:
(080) That you laughed at?: jodie
(081) That laughed at you: haha probably my mom
(082) That turned you on: uhhhh...someone
(083) You went shopping with: my mom today at target
(084) To disappoint you?: people on tiara girls
(085) To make you cry: matt latham
(086) To brighten up your day: ally and breana
(087) You watched tv with: i dont know
(088) You talked to on the phone: jodie
(090) You talked to on text message: i dont know
(091) Your best friend: JODiE, ALLY, BREANA, ANDREA, KAYLA, JULiA, STEPHEN, and JON
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
(092) Smiled: like a minute ago
(093) Laughed: when i was doing this quiz
(094) Cried: last night during a movie
(095) Bought something: haha i went bra shopping today
(096) Danced: in my room just having funnn
(097) Sleepover: it was awhile ago, i havent had one
(098) Listened to music: on my ipod a little while ago
(099) Who is your crush: im not gonna telll..i've learned not to tell people
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